You know what's amazing?

Spending the first few days of the new year with the people you love.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! TO A GREAT 2007

Why yes, I do feel optimistic <3

EMO

This is a mega nega post.

Emo died the other day. I'm devastated. At least he's in a better place now.

RIP kitty ;n;

R U SRLY?

Whatever. Hi hi guys! Belated happy christamas and an advanced merry new year! I hope you got what you wanted and needed this christmas and I hope you weren't conscious of all the food that you ate. I know I wasn't x_x

This year, I wasn't pressured to feel the Christmas spirit and I'm quite glad for that. I didn't get all depressed and mopey about how everyone is fantastically happy and cheery. How everyone looked like they downed a bottle of good red wine while I was forced to take castor oil, strapped to a very uncomfortable chair. No. I felt good that I didn't need to feel the Christmas spirit.

Maybe that is my very own form of Christmas cheer? Ha ha, whatever.

I bought a ton of stuff and for my gorgeous family and friends (except the boys. oh no oh no!). Though I didn't recieve a gabundok of presents (as Khan kept reminding me, "You'll have more on our Christmas party!" yay!) I was still pretty good and happy. I knew I gave them awesome presents and I was so glad that my mum was really surprised with the extra 2 gifts I gave her (she thought the haircut we got together was my Christmas present Ohoho.). I got monies and a really sweet card from my cousins (Micky, Monchie and Kiko) from the states that almost made me shed a tear. I SRLSY MISS THEM ;;

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Food was great as usual. My mum wasn't able to slaughter buy the really really big ham we have every year but instead bought slices which was pretty awesome (more fridge space!). I didn't drink coke because my tummy would go "GRARR. I GIVE YOU PAIN." So I stayed clear of my fizzy dark sweet drink of doom.

Sagar's sister, Smita, flew in from India to spend Christmas with us! This is our first time meeting her but she's awesome. She's just a couple of years older than me. She's so pretty. RLY.

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I'm jumping from one topic to another. No chronological order. Woohoo!

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I got an MP3 player as an early Christmas present from my mum and I killed it with a ton of stickers >3



Me and Mookie desu. 1GB of chipipay sweet music. 3 hours of battery life which is a shame because I still have to endure 2 hours of Sir Araw's rambling. Mou mou mou.

Gosh. Kore wa ichiban sugoi ga nichi.

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I lost my phone. Well, someone stole it from my Japeks Toki Doki bag/ I was shocked and then I felt kind of sad then I felt all right. So now my old Globe # is dead and gone ;; now I new number it's

09158330136

SMS me with your name and a greeting!

I might get myself a new phone. I'll make sure I get a flip phone. SRSLY. Because I want some serious kira kira keitai action.

It's so very pretty x__x

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Kore wa ichiban sugoi ga nichi.

If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye!

I threw a fun and gooood party last Tuesday evening (the evening before Paskuhan) for the gorgeous AdDos class. Almost everyone was there (Agnes!! Bakit walang nag-SMS sayo??) and everyone (as far as I know) had a fun time :D People went crazy for my Nordic Strawberry Cherry Ice. 6 girls managed to almost finish one bottle! Hello 4-5 trips to the bar. Since I am Miz Kabab and Miz Bartender I will share to you the uber-simple drink recipe!

Nordic Strawberry Cherry Ice

What you need:
Nordic Ice Vodka Strawberry (you can also use Absolut Kurrant, Arkan/Actic Vodka in Strawberry)
Sprite
Maraschino Cherries (preferably with stems)
Ice

How to do it!
Put ice in short glass
Pour 1/4 glass of vodka
Pour sprite
drop the cherry
add 3 teaspoons of cherry syrup/juice from cherry jar.
Serve. Giggle.

See? Super simple. Stems are cool because when your guest gets giggly you can actually just ask him/her to tie it with his/her tongue. You share a social drink together and learn more about each other at the same time ;D

To answer your question: Yes, I can tie a cherry stem with my tongue.

Anyway.

It was a fun Multiply-worthy evening. Spice Girls, Dave Matthews Band, Erasure, Justin Timberlake, Hed Kandi and an Usher track or two played that night.

Lots of memorable things happened :D I got a gift from Party Pao!!, a how to speak Japanese book. It's super awesome and super sweet! Thanks so much!! 8D 8D

I also got a suuuper awesome book from Lala about me and my descisions. Oh, it's so very very apt!! xD Thank you thank you!

I also got slippers and cookies from Sugar! sweeeeet.

December 19/20 is awwwweeesoooome. Rawr.

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Now I don't know what to do. Do my christmas shopping or spend the day with the Kada? Hmmm.. Torn torn torn.

I'm also kind of broke na which sucks to high heaven. WHERE DID MY MONEY GO SUDDENLY???

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Muchos love to you! ♥ Advanced happy christmas!

P.S.
Paskuhan wasn't all WTFAMAZING but it was pretty cool :D

Globe Lumpia

I don't even want to start how my week went. This is so Johnson's & Johnsons but it's been a week of utter ups and downs. Mostly ups but you can't deny the downs. What. Whatever

I shopped shopped shopped this week with two trips to the amazing 168. I've gotten gifts for my immedeate family and friends (except for Khan and the boys; because it's HELL to think of what to give men. SRSLY.) and a number of gifts for myself (A fake Tokidoki backpack (♥), cellphone thingies, nailpolish, tons of make-up, and a top). I keep telling myself I deserve it and it makes me high as a kite that I have not experienced shopper's remorse. HURRAH!

I still don't know what to do with the class' Christmas party. I'll call table and chair rentals as soon as possbile (after making this post :P) and see what I can do about it. This requires some serious planning though. It's too short notice. Grr. But I'll make something happen I promise.

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Oh! Something worth mentioning! Last wednesday for Fashion Design, we had a make-up competition. It was so much fun! All the models looked amazing! Even the boys! It was 2 hours of powdery chaos. Lyan and Asia did an amazing job at transforming me into this "magazine-worthy" being. I even won best overall! They're that amazing! I'm still looking for photos (I hate not having my own digicam) but you can check out some here 123.

I went home looking like that and yes, I did get a few stares and sniggers. I bet someone thought I'd go down neon-Q. Ave to do a show or something. Hahaha.

I WANT A MOHAWK!!

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By the by, I cut my hair again. I now have Whip's hair. I just felt the need to cut it.

According to Nazee, it's a sign of "Pagbabagong buhay". Sure. Maybe. Whatever.

I'll post more things soon! <33

What you really need

I believe I have lost my writing abilities. I can't even write a decent blog entry for the AdDos Multiply page. Nothing witty comes up, there is no event. I honestly believe I've out-emoed myself this time.

I can't even write about my darling Suzie (my fictional alter ego) which kind of sucks because for the past few weeks my life has been nothing but one huge emotional turbulence. Maybe I should get back on my pseudo-prozac life.

I can't really store this under MEGA NEGA. It's too much.

Maybe I should grab myself some ice cream. Cookies and cream McFlurry sounds right.

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So I've actually thought of something to write about...

I am a rather self destructive person. I tend to push people to their limits just to see how they would react. I am a hands on observer, I don't do these things because I'm mean or because I want to give them a hard time, I do it because I want to elict a reaction. I live for reactions, without them the world would be boring and stale.

Spoken like a true ENTP!

I've been going with this for years. To the point where people will just stop telling me things as to not give me the oppurtunity to ask "Why? Why? Wassup? Tell me." Because they will tell me. If ever I did get through the person (usually unwillingly) I will regret it immedeatly after. And by regret I mean hate myself completely to utter lunacy.

I know, I have serious issues.

Anyway, as an act of "rebuilding myself" I will stop being pushing and poking people. I will let them be. I will not rush them, I will not provoke them. In short, I will stop being an ass.

I don't enjoy pushing people I love (very very much) away. But maybe it's a test of self-control?

Whatever.

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I just really wish everything was back to normal. And by normal I mean everything is there where it was before. I don't want you to lose it, really.

When you lose something you can't replace

Unlike my other posts, this is actually an emo post. You are free to skip this entry, of course, and direct your way to my Flooble to start a flooble-war.

It sucks when you're too emotionally drained to participate or even appreciate something so huge/massive that would have done wonders/cause havoc in your personal life. It was there and I didn't even let it sink into my skin.

Maybe I shouldn't write about it.

Screw it I'm posting 2 lyrics!!
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Fix You by Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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Strange & Beautiful (I'll Put A Spell On You)

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart, unseen.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see, lyric's top
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

Yeah...

Sige lang, sandal ka lang

It's funny how things turn movie-esque. You're looking at his blog thinking about everything that bothered you today and wondered if it's all alright, when your mobile rings and it's him saying goodnight.

I'm still not good. Maybe I will have to pull a Nicole Richie and seek better influences, better outcomes. Avoid the people that put me down and hurt me, get rid of my frenemies because they're simply not worth it.

I'll stay strong and I'll trust.

To those who helped me through this day, who saw me leak a tear or two, to those who stand by and behind me despite my issues, to those who continue to love me even though I can be intolerable most at times, Thank you. I don't know what I'd do without you.

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Despite my moping and sulking it was a relatively productive and good day :) I got Betty back. To those who don't know, Betty is what I call my old old old PC. She's had a rough rough life but she's back! I need to get my iTunes installer though... and Mozilla (ew ew ew internet explorer) and a bunch of other programs that will surely kill Betty's motherboard.

I passed my (yucky yucky) package design plate (RAISINS!!) and then we visited Sugar in the hospital~ Thank you faculty christmas party!

I am no longer making sense.

But I think I got my point across.

People loved my outfit today.

Go black go!

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i♥tokwa

Maybe I should pull a Nicole Richie

And ditch the bad inflences in my life. Get rid of the MEGA NEGA factors, people and things that hurt me and my friends.

Of course I'd rather not talk about it because these factors insipre negativity, insecurity and dangerous dangerous paranoia. I don't think anyone needs that.

So please, stop making my life worse. Stop antagonizing me. Stop making my life a living hell.

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Back to work.

Mongkok dreams

I had one of the best days yesterday. EVERYONE was there (except Kang).

I'm too lazy to write about it. It spoils it 8D

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I love Tokwa very much. I know I'm very vocal about it (and may annoy/irritate you lot and him) but I don't really care. I do. I got to spend the day with him~ I miss him so.

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Happy Feets will kill you with cuteness.

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Marie Antoinette is my hero.