Deep Inside of You

I have Third Eye Blind's "Deep Inside of You" stuck in my head. If this goes on I might as well be singing and banging to "You Get What You Give" by New Radicals. Go Go Go 90's!

Enough!

Yesterday has been a terrific day! The weather was cooperative, the professors were fine and dandy (God Bless CFAD-week hangovers! Everyone feels extra gracious and generous with deadlines!) and clouds were absolutely breathtaking (there was literally a silver lining! It's like God wanted to get our attention with a "SUP KIDS?". it worked. more on this later!) I got to talk to the boyfriend about raisins and his love of mini stop and me. bwahahah., my nerves were till shakey (from an unseen disturbance/stress) but it was ok because I was reassured a million times by my lovely lovely friends!

Oh no. The world is ending! Could it be that dear Creole is actually wholesome. Of course not! Well, not entirely at least. I'm just appreciating the world because it needs words of encouragement. It did it's part well for keeping us from floating away in space and away from anal probes and mind-fucking. Thanks world! Thanks God!

Anyway, so we did raisin boxes yesterday for package design. This exercise will not change my mind about raisins. It's still for old people. Im not even going to rant about the class (or Sir's comments concerning breat pumps and "draculas") but instead I'm going to rant about the clouds. Yes the clouds.

It was, as I mentioned earlier, absolutely breathtaking. At first it was the warm orange-hued sun filtering through out tinted windows. It made my cheeks warm despite the biting cold of the classroom air-conditioning and it made everyhing glow sepia-ish. Oh, I hope you understand. Then the sun hid itself behind these massive clouds just enough as to create a SILVER LINING. So it made me wonder:

Could this be a sign God sent me? For all these wonderings and acute-yet-subtle anxiety? That it's all going to be ok, whatever happens, whatever the consenquences? Wow. I figured that in a span of a minute yesterday (while rendering rasins!). But I still wonder, its it a YES or a NO. All signs point to no but I can never be too sure.

Yes, I actually think in that order. And I actually think in english with songs and lyrics flashing along my lobes every so often.

I'm always deathly superstitious and suspicious. I can never ever be too sure. That's why I have certain trust issues. I'm crazy. Anyway, I'll be ok!

Adprod was uneventful yet fun. Prof. Estrella (female) was neat and light. Neat neat neat! I just know that our AdProd subject will actually put things into our heads this sem. I just know it! haha!

The radio show last night was something else!

Song Obsession of the moment: Your Ex-Lover is Dead by Stars It gives my heart just the right twinge. :3 :3

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Hollywood-totally-indifferent report!


A fictional look at photographer Diane Arbus' life. It looks amazing. Let's watch let's watch!

Can we please watch Casino Royale and Happy Feet!

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